Sonntag, 21. Februar 2010

The collector

The Lekman Box with a new outfit

I took my medicine the fifth day today and I feel much different in situations with noises from more than one source. It is so relaxing to be able to fade out the distracting noises. I think most of the people who are able to fade out cannot understand, what stress it is. To hear nothing or wrong is bad, but to hear too much ist bad too. With the medicine everything is okay and I am calm and not annoyed of the most things, not only depending on noises. I guess, and my doctor is sure, that I will not be so very exhausted after a day of work, because my concentration mustn't be so high. My employer is very glad and will give us a few weeks trial with the medication, and if everything went well, I'll stay for fulltime. If I feel bad with the medication or my body is against it, I'll have to quit my job. But then I propably will get a benefit because of beeing disabled.
I didn't know that all before! It was so good my employer drove me into this. So you can see again: You do not allways know, if it is good or bad, what happens. In this case it was good and I told my employer so. Perhaps there will be another chance for a halftime-job, but now it is good to have the chance to be able to work. I don't want to elide, that the medicine is not without risks.
Sorry, it's a bit long.
Here is my sunday-work, sorry I have no nice story for it, just make your own story in your head, but be quiet not to disturb Doreen, who is sleeping in the bed.