Update: I looked for a container in the style of paris-renfroe. this was the most similar thing I found in "my" railway-shop nearby.
in the last weeks - since I took the new medicine - all my thoughts are surrounding my work, my work, my work. there were so good experiences, disappointment and some very bad things happend. but today I decided, that I don't want to tilt at windmills any more. I signed my contract - fulltime. I'm not sure that this is the best solution, but I will see what happens long-range with my medication. I hope that I'll be able to think of other things now, but today I made an office-scene, a typical office of a lawyer in my company: